Now is 1 January 2013. Last year, at this time, I couldn't sleep. Nervous. Imagined what would i do the next day exactly at the same time. I would be in a plane to Europe. My dream land. Is everything would be alright? Then yaaa.. It was real, I spent my 2012 in Europe. I cry, I laugh, I smile, I scream, I am still alive! My first snow in winter. Lovely spring. Summer holiday. Then finally early autumn the heart breaker. What a life! I deserve all. This is my life and i love it :)